Hey — I'm from Central Asia (not sure if you know where that is; it's more like a region/continent). I read half your story — it was really great, I liked it. I get how you feel, though my situation is a bit different. I found this by chance while searching for glitchcore. Don't be sad — I don't have a best friend; they're just acquaintances.

Hi. I don't have a website (right now, or maybe ever? I don't know) but on a whim I've been reading through a lot of other people's sites today. I don't really know how to put the full extent of my feelings into words and I don't think I'll be able to do that now, so I will say what little I can figure out how to: thank you for writing "I think in problems", "stuck and disconnected" & "roll call". You described stuff I've never really been able to. I felt a little better reading it. I used to go on short bike rides around my street at night. On one hand it left me alone with my thoughts (not that that isn't the case most of the time anyway, bike or no bike), but on the other I liked being outside in the quiet and feeling the wind. I liked riding to the nearby playground and sitting on the giant swing like I was a little kid again. I don't get any chances to ride my bike anymore. I miss it. Your nails are very pretty, by the way!

"because I share my stories on the internet, that it somehow gives strangers access to my bedroom."—Strange, perhaps, but I read this and thought that it made sense. Not in a physical way, but emotionally; putting up your thoughts on the Internet and letting someone into your bedroom can both feel awfully vulnerable. I think your brain making that jump is logical; at the very least, mine figured that being a demon was a good explanation for why nobody was noticing my depression. And people say I'm smart!

it seems like you are just generally very good at this please keep making stuff when the mood sets in for you

god i really get your point about "not in a gay man way" - i'm a trans man who's been on hormones for 3 years and i resonate a lot with wanting to be one of the girls. unlike you i am male and identify fully as such but there's a part of me that'll always be a girl that i never wanna leave behind. i've never seen anybody else put this exact feeling into words before you have. gender is so complex and deep that i don't believe any label could possibly do it full justice.

Hi, It's okay to not be okay. You're trying each day, in your own way. That's what counts. You are allowed to exist, you are more than your identity. You're beautiful too if you need the reminder. It's okay to embrace the more vulnerable and feminine aspects of yourself if you feel you can't otherwise, though of course I wouldn't know what you go through. Just wishing you well and good luck!

Happy to hear from you again. I hope you are doing alright. ^^

haven't seen your site on my feed in a while, i hope you are doing okay <3

i've came here to say hiii

After reading your most current stuff, there's something Ijust have to say (out of love): It's the honesty in your writing that makes it so f*ing special!

looking good - color me intrigued, thank you - I like the colors

Hello Swift! Your drawing skills are amazing. The press-on nails are very lovely too! You truly have a wide range of skills and hobbies and that's very inspiring )

I love your website theme!

Hi! Im on mushrooms right now and your sight is really cool and informative. Thank you!

I really like your most recent button so I'm excited about my button walls yet again. Oh... and... your site be rockin’!